I have stopped believing…

I have stopped believing in forevers.
Or maybe, I stop believing in forevers everyday.
A little at a time.
I have stopped believing in love.
Or maybe, I stop believing in love everyday.
A little at a time.
Because love is just another word.
It doesn’t feel like anything that you
     hug to sleep.
I hug myself to sleep these days.
I tell myself to stop believing in forevers.
Because nothing lasts forever. Forever is a lie.
Forever is just another lie.
   Just like love.
Just a trap, to make you feel good for a while.